So Ive been thinkin a lot lately. I was jealous at first but now im ok. Things change, people move on. So im over it well a lil bit. But now John wants back in my life. Hmm ... I think if we honestly tried again I would prob take advantage of him like a lot. Idk like i want to but ugh ... I make myself mad sometimes by how indesisive i can be. I think I'm trying to catch the past but it's like sand. Just keeps falling out of my hands, grain by grain. Have to paint my nails again looking crappy. I'm rambeling. Can't just come out with what I'm thinkin. Maybe later ...
Song for right now : Call me when your sober - Evenesence
Love,
Lizzie xoxo
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